Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in Pippi's LiveJournal:

Monday, May 23rd, 2005
8:57 pm	Whispers - Ending 2 "Dougie ..." I clamber up, fighting with the sticky sheet, I place my hands on the wall and my ear to it. I can hear short gasps coming from your room, each disguising a moan of ecstasy, each cracking my heart more. Soon, the moans are growing too loud to cover, I try to pull myself from this torture. The knowledge that a person, within reach, is causing you the pleasure, I so long to give you. I then hear the name that, alone, shatters my heart and my undying love for you. "Harry!" I clutch my chest and hold a hand to my head. How, how could your perfect, angelic voice utter such a word, as to empty me of my eternal longing. I double up, the pain is too much to bear, my soul is being dragged out of me. I am a shell, the only thing worth living for, just stole my love, my life, and gave it to a drummer. I collapse onto the bed, shivering, shuddering. I pull the cold, damp sheets around me, attempting to cover my feeble nakedness. My breath is caught in my throat, as the red hot tears flow from my eyes, scalding my freckled cheeks and falling onto the pristine pillow beneath me. I nuzzle my head into it, one fact pushing to the front on my mind. You would never be beside me. (Comment on this)
8:54 pm	Whispers - Ending 1 "Danny ..." I hear the creak as you relax back down onto your bed. I strain, pressing my ear against the thin plasterboard that separates me from you. I can hear your deep, gasping breath as you recover, before the shuffling of bedsheets and boxers against skin is audible. I lift the side of my head off the wallpaper, and stare at it for a moment, my eyes boring through to the other side, as I process what it is that I just heard. You moaned my name, of all the people in the world; it was me that you were calling out to. If I could just break down this wall now, to get to you, I would. Could it be, that you are in the same situation as me, my situation? Forever longing for the person so close to you, but still you are unable to reach them for a barrier? I slide back down into bed, a thousand thoughts and questions buzzing around my head. I lay back, quickly stretching down to pull my underwear up, then turning onto my side. I gaze at the pillow next to me, one thought dominating my mind. Maybe never isn't too far away. (Comment on this)